title sums it up, really.
on one hand, i'm happy because i really did end up getting myself a 50mm 1.4 and it's absolutely amazing. i am also working on many of my recent ideas and will hopefully have one or two photoshoots this weekend and some more during july. there is also a still very, very tiny possibility of me working with an agency in the future, but that's very shaky right now.
well, all of these things are pretty good. but of course, there is always some drama somewhere, AND I AM SO FREAKING SICK OF IT.
and this time, the drama is actually about photography. i'm not even going to explain it here, just let me say that some people